Sinking
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Don't be a slave-ass to the lame-ass shit that wants you dead. There are a thousand falls that come with a win so just hang in.

You deserve a break today. You can have it your own way.

Sink to the bottom, no one will find you there. Sink to the bottom. Never come up for air.

Don't be a fake-ass for the sake of those who couldn't care less. You are the different one with a ton going on, so just hang in.

I've been singing the same old shit for years I guess it's not inspiration for you. It doesn't matter who you are from here. It only matters what you do. It's what you do.

Radioactive Girl
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You're going steady with Eddy, the guy I hate most. I'm just not ready... ready for anyone else. How could you be so far when I thought we were close. I should have seen it but I wouldn't have believed it myself.

Now I feel like a dumb assfor wasting all my time.

Radioactive girl... you are a radioactive girl.

It looks like eddy is ready for somebody else. Now you're freaking out and no one is willing to help. I guess it matters as grey as it seems to me. I wouldn't flatter yourself. If I had to, I'd give you a D.

A D for dumb ass for waiting all my time.

Miss It
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I'm in the light... it's shining, building a shadow. A shadow of you - I try to touch it.
It doesn't sound much like you. It doesn't look much like I guess but it's all I've got.

From your little world you'll listen to this song about you.

I miss it... I miss it a lot.

I'm in the mirror looking into my eyes. It keeps going and going and going. Who am I? It doesn't look much like me. And do I really sound like that?

From your little world you'll listen to this song about you.

Zero
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Anything times zero is zero.

I'm calling but you won't call me back. No contact, not even combat, what's up with that? Can't you see that I am trying? And you give... 0.

Now we're talking, it's better than nothing. This is good. It's unfolding and you're not acting like you should. Thankfully, you're not always like this. When you give... 0.

And I think I know what ails you today. Not tomorrow, today. And I think I know I can help you but you need to know it's okay. Yeah, it's okay. And we never need to roll it back to... 0.

Short Sight
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You bring it on for a little fee. You're sleazier than you want to be. It's lights out for the rest of us. Offend all and torch our trust. String along and negotiate. You're nothing more than a big mistake. You might see it for a little while, but when you fall you'll see me smile.

I just saw you. I abhor you - you make me psycho. And I just can't let you in.

Hold it, hold it now. I see you need me now. It's a fucking shame you didn't see the fame.

You stick 'em all for a flash of fame. You're doing shit that's fucking lame. Step on those who help you out. Now I see you on the way out. You think you're smarter than all of us... ignorance and a lack of trust. Making moves to feed the short term... many lessons yet to learn.

Just Can't
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There are so many question marks that won't erase. Only faded ones from all of our hypothesis. And when they're gone all the bad stuff seems to fade away. I can't read but I know what to say.

You can plant some seeds but don't eat them. Just sit back and stress out for no reason.

I just can't do it for anybody else. I just can't do it.

There are so many feelings that aren't awake. We're better off with them in quiet, blissful, dormant states. And if they wake, they come alive with too much sense. The problems start and we lose our defenses.

You Love Me
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Spending time with you... memories powder blue. All the black fades to the back and I see what unties the knots when you smile.

Then I start to pull it apart. Sabotage, that must be hard. With the will of a fallen star as I push and pull your heart.

I love you everyday and not just on the rainy days. You love me anyway. Even on the rainy days.

All the things that we should say are the things that make us feel safe. And you do that for me everyday, even you when you feel like turning away.

Deep Shit
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It feels like a bullet in my leg. Like in my dreams but when I'm awake. I think I'm getting closer to the truth. But time and time again it seems no use.

I'm breaking down. Devolving now. There's little left. I'm falling down. Dissolving now... very little left.

It feels like I've gone and broken my arm but in my head and deep in my heart. Getting hard to see the glass half full... I fight and fight and fight. I'm black and blue.

No One To Blame
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When I was a boy, riding my bicycle, I thought I could be anything I wanted. As it slips away, I... I realize that...

There's no one to blame. There's no one to blame it on. It's makes me so mad. There's no one to blame. No one to blame it all on. Gonna blame it on you. Yeah, 'cause you blamed stuff on me. Yeah, it makes me so mad. Mad at the truth. I'm mad at the truth.

When I was a teenager riding the subway I thought i could be anything I wanted. As it slips away, I... I realize that.

Harvey Liston
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Who the hell is Harvey Liston? And why won't anybody listen?

Some say that ignorance is bliss. I just can't agree with that. I wanna know where to go. I need to know where I'm at. Whether I'm high above or way down below, I need to know where to go. I need to know if I can grow.

Some days it's hard to be around. It's grey and I can't relax. I close my eyes to seek the truth and change my point of view. But I can't find the reasons for the way I deal with me. Yeah, they make it look easy. As simple as breathing. I need to know if i can grow.

Looks Like Nothing
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I thought it wasn't enough just to say you are. I always believedthat honesty was better by far. And if you try and try again, you'll get it eventually... but that's wrong.... I'm so wrong.

It looks like nothing but it's everything to me.

It's bad enough that we sell our dreams. When they're dead we drop the price, it's really obscene. We can't resist because of pretty packaging. But that's wrong... I'm so wrong.